I think I'm becoming so fearless...that it scares me.
I've never been happier in my life. Ever.
On top of learning to be fearless, I've been learning how to be free. Free from the rules and regulations and religion that used to enslave me. Its taken some pain and some people accusing me of being 'loose' and 'sinning', but I'm free. They told me I'd be miserable.
But I've never been happier.I've never felt more free.
And ever since I've met the man of my dreams, its only gotten better. He's helped teach me how to be fearless. How to not care what people think, because his opinion of me is the only one that matters, and his opinion of me is the highest :)
And having no fear of anything kind of scares me sometimes.
But its better than my wildest dreams. I can be me, with no reserve. I can live fully, with no fear of people shunning me because I'm different. No, this world is different. I can be me...and no one will judge, make assumptions, or laugh at me. The fashions are different...and I can choose which one I will follow.
I can look however I want to, I can talk the way I want,I can act the way I want, and I can have the friends I want. No more pressures from anyone to follow the 'standard' or that I might go to hell for this.
No, I'm free from that now.
And its truly liberating to be me...finally.
I curious and I HOPE it is OK to ask..when you say "free" have you freed yourself Bibles standard for our lives?
ReplyDeleteIt depends on what you call the Bible's standards...its really hard to say. Because there is your interpretation of the Bible, mine, my mom's, my friend's, Joe down the street's...anyone can say that I have freed myself from the Bible's standards, while i think I have not because i am following what I understand. Clear as mud? :)
ReplyDeleteI was talking about the obvious things:) Like keeping Christ first in our lives, striving to be more like Him each day, obeying parents etc. Just wondering things like that:) I think I just don't know what sort of things you are free from now. Which is fine of course..I was just trying to understand your post a little better:) BTW, the things I mentioned are hard for me as well except the parents part! This journey called life is a hard one but made bearable with and through Jesus!
ReplyDeleteWell as far as the obvious things go, yes, I'm trying :) The things I meant are the way I dress, what kind of music I listen to, whether or not I have a boyfriend...things like that.
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