I've been afraid to write another post for sometime, as I'm sure you can tell. I didn't want to lose the magic of my last post, or the little bit of a memory of freedom that it left me with. I was afraid to let go, as usual. But I'm coming back to my safe place now. The place I go when my emotions are running high and I need to spill my guts. So are you ready for the big news? The fireworks and such? Well I don't really care if you are or not because I'm gonna spill it anyways. I just spent the whole evening with my dad. My real dad. And his wife. And my stepsister and stepbrother and half sister. I love them all already. It was so good to finally meet them. So there is my big news. And since it's late and I have a parade to march in tomorrow I need to get to sleep.